An open letter to Faith

Hey ramblers, to stop my self from blogging ten straight days in a row!
I am editing my vlog as we speak!
So, I am worried about faith. faith was such a  strong thing. But now, faith just seems to be low, it's hard when all around us is. well. Cunt-ing it up all around us. And life is difficult. But Faith, I miss you in one way or another. I am still true to the morales I made just over a year ago, but having no other way of implementing it than distraction. I feel like a terrible friend for it. So faith, come back, I miss that warm comfort, having you there is one of the strongest things I know, and I don't think I can survive knowing you, well dying. I need you Faith. Please stay strong, then I can pretend Im just as strong.
Oh who am I fooling? That is selfish. I can't expect faith to be there always. I need to be resolute with or with out faith. What was that? "Never give up..." then I shall not. If faith needs me, I will be strong. I just need an opening.

Faith. As strong as the holder.