599 views! Woo, I feel this is a metre stone in my quest to have noone read what I say!

ramblers. I am lacking in the ability to communicate  at basic levels. Not alot on that to say. I just can't get words out. Or if i do, it tends to be a whole murder of words in the form of verbal vomit.
I find myself needing distraction now. It one of those times when i know something wrong, i feel something is wrong. But i dont need it to be. and i simply dont know what that something is.
So what exactly is going on? well nothing. Maybe i should start to plan what we should actually do for the project next week. We have been given 4 days to do work on it. and I bet it's will run even in to December in my worst case scenario. But not to worry.
Can't get my head round things and basically I am saying I need to get all my thoughts out, do something interesting rather than wait for something to turn up. but most of my life all i have done is wait. BORING! Well i can wait a little longer. maybe I am just waiting for purpose to arrive on my doorstep. I dunno.
laters