Ramblers. I can go through a cycle of emotions. We all can. And still, many fail to feel multiple emotions at the same time. Well. at least I can not handle the opposite extremes at the same time.
Mood swings and flat line emotion only occur to me at points of change. Emotional change. I am sure once the thing has passed I will just continue on.
Of course I try to moderate what I say when and where. I can't have just anyone running of with separate bits of information. And any sporadic things I do tell. Well, I don't think i am physically capable of telling someone what I actually feel.
I am not exactly subtle when something is upsetting me. But when this something is upsetting me but I can't talk about it due to the environment, i instantly close up. And seeing peoples faces at they listen on. Also. I know I am simply making things worse than they should be.
Well i miss someone. Sad bit is a i barely know them. its seems I attach myself way to easy. I wish it didnt happen so easy. But oh well. I just wish I could talk about it, in a open way where noone else can hear.
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